This process is hard but really fascinating. I don't know how many times over the last almost 9 months that I've thought I was in a good place, that I was really close to healed, that I was ready to move on. Times when I have felt really happy. Times that I've felt absolutely devastated. [...]
Keeping this blog has been an interesting experience. I know this is something I should be doing and where I need to be putting some of my focus. I also write what I am supposed to write. Sometimes I have an idea that I want to talk about but I'm not supposed to. For example, [...]
I fell apart today. At church. In front of people. In front of my kids. Ugh. Here's the background. For those not of my church, we have jobs to do, and they are known as callings. After we receive a calling, we are given a priesthood blessing to help with that calling, known as being [...]
Today is a weird day. It is my ex-husband's birthday, and it is the first time I am not celebrating it with him. Every year I took him sushi for lunch. I looked at the clock at 11:30 this morning and it hit me that I would be getting that right now if he hadn't [...]
Sunshine and Rainstorms 